Friday, December 23, 2011
IU comeback
Wow I didn't realise IU has come out with a new album late last month! I've been so out of everything... Skyrim was part of that fault >.>
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Torn between two
It has just occurred to me of the ultimate choices a man must make is to choose between friends or partner. Partner as in relationship partner.
Decisions which can ultimately end or lead onto the path of breakdown with your relationship partner, or the end of a great friendship. Perhaps not an end to either relationships but can lead to a bitter fight.
Situations where you must choose one over the other... Causes one to be filled with anguish, as to which decision to take.
Do I choose the friend or do I choose the partner?
Decisions which can ultimately end or lead onto the path of breakdown with your relationship partner, or the end of a great friendship. Perhaps not an end to either relationships but can lead to a bitter fight.
Situations where you must choose one over the other... Causes one to be filled with anguish, as to which decision to take.
Do I choose the friend or do I choose the partner?
Monday, October 10, 2011
Prelude to KPop Fest
In exactly one month's time I will be on my way to this golden event, this once in a life time oppurtunity. I'M GOING TO AUSTRALIA'S FIRST KPOP CONCERT. YEAAAAAAAAAH BABY!
Saturday, October 01, 2011
Disgust
There is almost nothing that can compare with the feeling of hatred and disgust when you see something that is completely wrong.
Seeing a friend that what was at first a bit of a joke turned to her pretty much being touched repetitively. Not felt up, nothing like that but to the extent that it is wrong to keep going at it when the person specifically says not to keep touching, rubbing. Whatever physical contact you make.
Seeing a friend that what was at first a bit of a joke turned to her pretty much being touched repetitively. Not felt up, nothing like that but to the extent that it is wrong to keep going at it when the person specifically says not to keep touching, rubbing. Whatever physical contact you make.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
A belated wish for the 13th
You are older now!
Into your 17th year!
Now becoming more mature, although you already are!
Good wishes to thee!
Here is a belated birthday wish to a good friend and 'mother' to me!
Enjoy my small birthday present my good friend <3
Into your 17th year!
Now becoming more mature, although you already are!
Good wishes to thee!
Here is a belated birthday wish to a good friend and 'mother' to me!
Enjoy my small birthday present my good friend <3
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| Panda shades :P |
Friday, August 12, 2011
Cherished
Moments
All the time spent together is cherished
No matter how it may seem
Despite what I cannot say
You are my 'sunshRine'
Whenever and wherever
Always shining bright
Notched up, bathing in it's beauty
Words cannot express, only my actions can answer how I feel
You have no idea how much I love this
Thank you
Friday, July 29, 2011
Big Bang in NZ with some Beats
It's been quite a while since I've had time to write something. Or felt like blogging~
Just wanted to say that Big Bang was in New Zealand. BIG BANG THE BIGGEST GROUP IN SOUTH KOREA IS IN NEW ZEALAND THEY WERE IN AUCKLAND AND I WAS ONLY 1 HOUR FLIGHT AWAY FROM THEM. OMFG. I'm quite saddened about that.. =.=
Just wanted to say that Big Bang was in New Zealand. BIG BANG THE BIGGEST GROUP IN SOUTH KOREA IS IN NEW ZEALAND THEY WERE IN AUCKLAND AND I WAS ONLY 1 HOUR FLIGHT AWAY FROM THEM. OMFG. I'm quite saddened about that.. =.=
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| GD at Incheon airport |
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| I want Taeyang's Beats :O |
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Selena
This is the one that I wish for.
To bring up to the age of maturity,
With the one I most adore.
It feels as if we've been together as one,
Since forever and ever.
An unimaginable end, we will never be done.
Thoughts and dreams have come to me,
Inside the arms of Him and His sanctuary.
An oath that's meant to be.
Everlasting union and happiness flows in mind,
True happiness is not a mere myth.
All so possible, even after the chaos of thee I left behind.
Lets make it happen, in the future.
Care and love will nurture-
thee :)
To bring up to the age of maturity,
With the one I most adore.
It feels as if we've been together as one,
Since forever and ever.
An unimaginable end, we will never be done.
Thoughts and dreams have come to me,
Inside the arms of Him and His sanctuary.
An oath that's meant to be.
Everlasting union and happiness flows in mind,
True happiness is not a mere myth.
All so possible, even after the chaos of thee I left behind.
Lets make it happen, in the future.
Care and love will nurture-
thee :)
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
Unchangeable
After so much time some people just can't change. Those people can't get into their heads to stop being immature and to still be acting this way.
The way that you look in the opposite holding your head high as if you're so much better and on a higher heirachy, it's just something to mock you for the stupidity of it all.
Words means nothing coming specifically from some people. The meaning of each and every syllable spoken or worded are just a beautiful mirage within a desert.
Nothing but poison and deceiving lies amidst the beauty and peaceful nature of an oasis.
The way that you look in the opposite holding your head high as if you're so much better and on a higher heirachy, it's just something to mock you for the stupidity of it all.
Words means nothing coming specifically from some people. The meaning of each and every syllable spoken or worded are just a beautiful mirage within a desert.
Nothing but poison and deceiving lies amidst the beauty and peaceful nature of an oasis.
Friday, May 13, 2011
Dreams
It's been a while. Haven't really had time to blog since my last entry (which was almost 2 months ago), and haven't felt like blogging either. But now I do feel like it :)
Wonderful moments in my life, places, people that I have been with to those places, the talking, the laughter, the talking, the joy of being with each other. Those great moments together are becoming more and more of a dream. It feels like it's been centuries since those events occurred when it was not more than a few months ago that we were all spending our souls together and enjoying the moment. How I wish those memories would repeat again so I could go through them again.
It is easy to counter the gaping hole in between through the mediums of society. Conversations flows like water, time pushes forward the sun. In a sense we are still like before yet enduring it. By creating and strengthening more bonds that connects us. We create more fond memories
Wonderful moments in my life, places, people that I have been with to those places, the talking, the laughter, the talking, the joy of being with each other. Those great moments together are becoming more and more of a dream. It feels like it's been centuries since those events occurred when it was not more than a few months ago that we were all spending our souls together and enjoying the moment. How I wish those memories would repeat again so I could go through them again.
It is easy to counter the gaping hole in between through the mediums of society. Conversations flows like water, time pushes forward the sun. In a sense we are still like before yet enduring it. By creating and strengthening more bonds that connects us. We create more fond memories
Monday, March 21, 2011
A good long break
The past 5 weeks has been so crazy, especially the last 3 weeks. But oh how fun it was :)
My social life went up a few more notches than it already is. Every weekend hanging out with friends before school started and even during school. Together with old friends and new friends, who I didn't actually think that I'd be good friends with. It has been a great past few weeks being together with them all :)
My social life is never without any drama. That first week of March was so unexpected... I didn't imagine it would happen like that. The last weekend at the club, some girl accussed me of feeling her up, when she was shoulder thrusting into me which made me bang into her, she said it 3 times again as well. She is mentally retarded if she cannot see that my hands were up in the air the times she accussed me. I told her to "[Insert extreme profanity usage] and get the hell out". I was tempted to say "Ew who would want to touch you, you're so ugly and fat, take your wide-load out of here." That would have exceptionally made my night for me to see her run off in tears.
My friends found it funny when I accounted the story afterwards, because apparently I made my shoulder thrusting look more like I'm shoving my 'breasts' into someone's face.... haha XD
My social life went up a few more notches than it already is. Every weekend hanging out with friends before school started and even during school. Together with old friends and new friends, who I didn't actually think that I'd be good friends with. It has been a great past few weeks being together with them all :)
My social life is never without any drama. That first week of March was so unexpected... I didn't imagine it would happen like that. The last weekend at the club, some girl accussed me of feeling her up, when she was shoulder thrusting into me which made me bang into her, she said it 3 times again as well. She is mentally retarded if she cannot see that my hands were up in the air the times she accussed me. I told her to "[Insert extreme profanity usage] and get the hell out". I was tempted to say "Ew who would want to touch you, you're so ugly and fat, take your wide-load out of here." That would have exceptionally made my night for me to see her run off in tears.
My friends found it funny when I accounted the story afterwards, because apparently I made my shoulder thrusting look more like I'm shoving my 'breasts' into someone's face.... haha XD
Saturday, March 05, 2011
Like no Other
That person, that person, that person... that person
All these different people that I've met, all these girls, just aren't the same. I know I shouldn't but I don't know why, but I keep making comparisons. I hope it doesn't turn into a habit like it kinda is already. I just can't seem to help it :/
It's kind of a pain how this occurs. I'm sure there's a billion other people out there that are just as great but it's like I have no interest. Maybe it's not that I'm not interested but more of the fact that they're not like someone I know. Despite the fact I know nothing can occur with our current situation. It is quite troublesome :/
It may sound a little arrogant, but there has been a few girls that has shown interest. Some girls asked for my number recently and met these new friends who are quite, how to put it... friendly? Haha.
A few of them are just "Uh, you're annoying", whereas others are quite pretty and interesting people. But uh, it's just what I mentioned before, this comparison creates a standard and a pretty high one at that. No one can ever be the same as one and another, which is quite obvious I know.... but it just can't be helped :/
This feeling may just pass away some time soon or maybe not anytime soon... Is it really so hard to forget, knowing that nothing is going to happen? With you
All these different people that I've met, all these girls, just aren't the same. I know I shouldn't but I don't know why, but I keep making comparisons. I hope it doesn't turn into a habit like it kinda is already. I just can't seem to help it :/
It's kind of a pain how this occurs. I'm sure there's a billion other people out there that are just as great but it's like I have no interest. Maybe it's not that I'm not interested but more of the fact that they're not like someone I know. Despite the fact I know nothing can occur with our current situation. It is quite troublesome :/
It may sound a little arrogant, but there has been a few girls that has shown interest. Some girls asked for my number recently and met these new friends who are quite, how to put it... friendly? Haha.
A few of them are just "Uh, you're annoying", whereas others are quite pretty and interesting people. But uh, it's just what I mentioned before, this comparison creates a standard and a pretty high one at that. No one can ever be the same as one and another, which is quite obvious I know.... but it just can't be helped :/
This feeling may just pass away some time soon or maybe not anytime soon... Is it really so hard to forget, knowing that nothing is going to happen? With you
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Saturday, February 05, 2011
Korean fever~
For a while now I've had this massive thing for Korean music, well most Asian music really. It pretty much began because of anime, Japanese anime, the good stuff compared with all the crappy Western cartoon shows that are like for little kids. This on the other hand is catered for kids and older, more mature audiences. The very first anime show I watched was Mobile suits Gundam Seed. I bought a dvd because I had seen the robots before and I had a small Gundam model that my auntie bought for me in China. I was pretty much hooked onto it straight away.
In all Japanese anime there are opening and closing songs and also insert songs. These songs aren't made just for the anime series (Well not exactly true but you get what I mean) they are songs usually sung by known artists in Japan or even worldwide. The songs were really catchy and thus I was into the whole Asian music. I had a massive craze for JPop (Japanese pop but I usually call all types and genres of Japanese music as JPop) from around 2007 and for about 2 years and a bit I loved listening to JPop. To me it was (and kinda still is) better than a lot of the stuff taht comes out of Western publishers.
A few favourite mentions are Yui, L`Arc~en~ciel, Bonnie Pink, See-Saw, Nobuo Uematsu (The famous composer of many Final Fantasy music scores) and Utada Hikaru.
In all Japanese anime there are opening and closing songs and also insert songs. These songs aren't made just for the anime series (Well not exactly true but you get what I mean) they are songs usually sung by known artists in Japan or even worldwide. The songs were really catchy and thus I was into the whole Asian music. I had a massive craze for JPop (Japanese pop but I usually call all types and genres of Japanese music as JPop) from around 2007 and for about 2 years and a bit I loved listening to JPop. To me it was (and kinda still is) better than a lot of the stuff taht comes out of Western publishers.
A few favourite mentions are Yui, L`Arc~en~ciel, Bonnie Pink, See-Saw, Nobuo Uematsu (The famous composer of many Final Fantasy music scores) and Utada Hikaru.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
China camp
It's been just over 2 weeks now since I returned back from my trip in China. And just over a month now since it started. Time really flies by and it all seems to just be a memory. Every year it is always just as great and interesting, this year is no exception.
I'm going to be quite sad that I won't be able to go again this year, having been to China through this "Root-seeking Summer camp in China" program (Although it's always Winter when I go haha) 3 times already, I have always enjoyed it every year. I wasn't even meant to be going to this years Dec-Jan 2010 China camp because I'm over the 18years age limit but I think it was because of the organiser and her son. She wanted her son to go again (for the 6th time... That's way too much in my opinion). Him also being overage, it would not look too out of place were someone like me being overage were to also go on the camp trip and since my brothers are going and the organiser being fond of us Lam brothers it would be fine. I remember clearly talking to a particular friend about China camp, me mentioning that I wasn't going to go because I was overage and that I wanted to go to be able to stay in China for a longer duration then the usual 2 weeks and a bit in China. Not long after receiving a text that I was able to go! I was so shocked and didn't know whether I should go on the camp or not. I decided that this would most definitely be my final time going and I should enjoy it to the fullest.
I'm going to be quite sad that I won't be able to go again this year, having been to China through this "Root-seeking Summer camp in China" program (Although it's always Winter when I go haha) 3 times already, I have always enjoyed it every year. I wasn't even meant to be going to this years Dec-Jan 2010 China camp because I'm over the 18years age limit but I think it was because of the organiser and her son. She wanted her son to go again (for the 6th time... That's way too much in my opinion). Him also being overage, it would not look too out of place were someone like me being overage were to also go on the camp trip and since my brothers are going and the organiser being fond of us Lam brothers it would be fine. I remember clearly talking to a particular friend about China camp, me mentioning that I wasn't going to go because I was overage and that I wanted to go to be able to stay in China for a longer duration then the usual 2 weeks and a bit in China. Not long after receiving a text that I was able to go! I was so shocked and didn't know whether I should go on the camp or not. I decided that this would most definitely be my final time going and I should enjoy it to the fullest.
