Asian stares

Auckland is the worst of them all

My god you have no idea how weird it is to have Asians stare at you. It might just be a coincidence (that's what I thought) when someone stares at you, I look away for a second then look back they're still staring..like wtf o.0
They're pretty much checking me out or they're seeing what kind of Asian I am. I'm not just talking about girls, this includes guys...which makes it quite weird...

Friends

Friends are there when you're in need
Friends are there when you're feeling your worst
Friends are there to cheer you up
Friends are there for you whenever you need them
Friends accept you for who you are
Friends are there when you need to talk
Real friends are ones that look out for you
Because they care about you.

One Month

 My proposed idea thanks to a friend to go one month seemed ridiculous to me. It seemed nigh on impossible at that time. It's been just over 2 weeks now and it's starting to be fine now. Well the first week went by so sloooowly though, you have no idea how gay that was :/

Like I said it's getting better, easier to bear with. Sometimes I get angry when it comes to mind but at the same time I have that 'sigh' moment. I wonder if it will work though, I do think about it a bit and it's kinda stupid I reckon... I've had frequent dreams on it lol... One of them got my hopes so much when I woke up I wished it wasn't a dream... Reality bites :/

4 full moons 3 quarter moon and one sunrise

Promise

From yesterday we have sworn an oath. A pinky promise!
793 days, we will see it to the end
I will be watching all the way, Serenity's Lament will help me remember this day!

Such a big feat, I will remind you so you don't stray from it.
I should also make a promise, it would only be fair
Decided only today

That within 426 days I will cross the great seas!

It's not as daring as your feat
I feel that I wouldn't be able to stick with the same one you've chosen
Oblivion circumstances may lift from this peak
Knowingly I would go back without a thought
May break this oath I would have woven.

This is just as good, I believe for me
So it shall be sworn on a pinky promise

Together, we will scream to our hearts content at the sea

:(

Exams...
Internal exams...
Study....
Procrastinating-when-I-shouldn't-be...
Other-stressful-stuff...
...

Imminent

This truck comes colliding
So unexpected

Yet I couldn't move or say anything or react
With the way things were going I didn't have much choice
To stand or move

Likes

LOL
Its all fun and games until a naked asian jumps out of your trunk with a crow bar...
~~~

Bye bye

Now begins the thousand years of darkness

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday sweetie, I hope you have a fabulous 18th birthday! (19 in Korea apparently :P)
People can't call me a cradle snatcher now we're only 1 year difference! Haha
All the best for the times to come and hope you enjoy being 18

I love you <3

Paranoia and Jealousy

Paranoia and Jealousy,I just want to say fuck you

If you were real people I would fucking punch, kick, strangle you in anyway so you would go away

I hate Jealousy with a passion now it's Paranoia, you and your stupid dellusions

Can't be helped when YOU act all friendly, try and seemingly get closer and stuff but I know your motives *glares*
I want you to stop what you're doing, take a turn and fuck off

Just fuck off

Cough cough

Sick the whole week cos of this stupid tummy bug, how exciting~

Started on Monday when I was at uni, I finished my Info lecture at that time I felt really quezzy and went to the bathroom. The smell inside jst made me feel worst and I threw up =.=
DUnno what was wrong, thought it was food poisoning at first, but all I had was 2 slices of peanut butter break for breakfast and a sandwich jst before on that Monday.
Soon after I just went home to rest up. I was prety cold that day and on Tuesday, and MY GOD I could not sleep at all, took so many trips to the bathroom it's not even funny.

Funny thing my gf got sick as well on Monday, she didn't go to school on Tuesday either so we chatted for most of the day :)
I thought I was all better on Wednesday but my stomach hit me, and I couldnt go to uni that day :( GOD I'mmissing out on heaps of uni stuff... Thankfully I have some awesome friends that got me Law notes which I am really thankful for. Thanks so much Teja and Stephanie! <3

I saw the doctor on Thursday she said that I most liekly had a stomach bug and should rest till next week AND to stay away from dairy products. She explained that the inside wall of the intestines are in like a ripple-like wave/pattern at the tip of each ripple has soemthing that helps break down food. But thanks to tummy bugs that ripple wall is worned out so can't break down solids so easily especially sugar from dairy products. Shows you do learn something interesting each day. Oh and I had to get a sample of stuff (coughcough) to send in to the labratory lol XD

Gay thing is I have an assignment due tomorrow which I'm doing now. I'm wondering if I can get an extension cos the doctor gave me a medical certificate to explain my absences and also to get an extension for my assignment :P

Back to uni tomorrow yay~! Back to doing work not-so-yay! Have to catch up on a weeks worth of notes...great OTL

Great last week of holidays

So last week, my last few days of the holiday was quite a blast. Hamish's small party on Thursday, me and Jeannie helped get drinks, too awhile deciding haha. His party started off really awkward... People were just sitting around, a few were Belinda, Channay(?) Sally and her friend, James Chee and some-asian-guy-that-knows-me ALex. So I got them to play CIRCLE OF DEATH! ;D While they drank alcohol I drank Coke haha, because I had to wait for GYusle and Mel to come by bus so I could pick them up. THey came 3hrs late! XD

It got exciting with the people that were staying the night. Lots of talking and dancing (think that was me lol), eh Gyusle says a lot when she's drunk, stuff she shouldn't really tell people >.> I guess it can't be helped when she's off in the clouds haha XD Touchy too but it was nice though :) Mel become ill and depressed and started crying :( Jeannie when to comfort her but she also started crying :( THen Gyusle tried to get them out of the toilet (as she like many others needed to use the toilet ;D) and comfort Mel but SHE also started crying XD I was sad too for the reasons Mel was crying over :( Reminds me of Taeyang's Wedding Dress song, that's a sad song :'( Hamish's mum, hearing all the crying, sobbing thought someone was being taken advantage of LOL XD Things settled down and we finally slept (at 2 or 3am). Omg it's so nice to cuddle with someone, I love it especially with you ^.^

FOOTBALL FEVER

So New Zealand is in the World Cup this year. That's pretty cool! But I'm sure a lot of people ahve been thinking that we would do crap. HOWEVER our first game against SLovakia, omg was that awesome or what? WE DREW WE MOTHEREFFING DREW! 1-1 biatch! :D That's like a win for us New Zealanders~! We're like rank 60 and they're ranked 30/40. Its an amazing feat from teh New Zealanders even though we did play crap football la~

SO the 2nd game which was on today at 2am (NZ time) lol, against Italy the last world cup winners. I didn't bother staying till then watching so i just woke up at 3 and watched the rest. and OMG NEW ZEALAND WAS TIED WITH ITALY 1-1 :O
I couldn't believe that aye, a team like NZ was head to head with the champions. And apaprently the only way they scored was cheating when their striker feigned being tripped and dived, THE FUCKING BASTARD~! Watching the rest of the game was so intense~! Italy had so many oppurtunities but was stopped by the damn good NZ defense. Mark Paton you're a fcking legend~!! Man of the match in my opinion!~

This world cup is becoming very interesting now :)
Can't wait for the next NZ match this Friday~! And I'm also watching the Korean games when i can (seeing as i'm so into Asian stuff like Japanese, CHinese and Korean these days, even Gyusle is Korean la :D )

Emo week

So I've been kinda pissed all week...Dunno why really, I seem to have got pissed at everything including just small things as well....Cos of my emo-ness I havent been my usual and talking....
Its pretty much over and for all the people if i didnt talk to you or looked as if i was ignoring you then sorry. I'm sure you guys/gals know who you are :(
Just needed some time to myself i guess. Today really helped i reckon hanging out in town for a little bit and having a good chat with a friend

So yeh soz gees' :(

Gloomy but fun day at the Food Show@!

Well today we went to the food show omg@! At teh Westpac stadium in Wellington where there is lots and lots of freee food to eat@! (except you have to pay an entrance fee lol...)

So we took the bus into town and met up with Danlei and Jen at the station, talking about eyelids LOL....yes very strange you might say. Its cos Jeannie is really sensitive about her eyefolds saying she has a double eyefold when I really think its just a monofold. She should just be confident about herself and try and make her eyes bigger as well lol

We soon realised that we (Jeannie actually :P) had forgot to tell Courtney when to meet us and when Earl called her she was still sleeping haha. So we just went to the stadium while we waited for her.

Memories....

Memories, are joys that we hold on to,
and those that we wish toforget and lose.
Bought forth just the other day,
I had wished for it to just decay
away, back into the depths of my head.

To remember once again,

The fondness of our adoration

That I so wrongly broke

Mens mentis - physical action,

I did indeed do so

Mens mentis - never with the intention

of harming you

Yet you deny being marred

And not once threw stones

of anguish, at my direction

We were one but never were our status one

Yet I was the subject of grievances and guilt

Thus I said those sorrowful words

As lovers we all hate to hear

In the hopes you will find one

Who will love you more my dear

First timer

HEllo! so this is the first time i'm going to be blogging. Don't really know what to say right now lol, but ill start writing lots of shit soon :)