Alive

I'm still alive. It's been awhile since I've blogged now. I've been pretty out of it you could say. Like hiding in a dark corner and coming out into the bright light outside.

The whole summer just flew along. You could say it was like that dark corner spoke off before, because it certainly didn't feel like summer to me. I come out to find many changes. Not significant changes like a nuclear bombed city. But less substantial ones. People. Friends. Relationships. And myself.

Many surprises have come to me. The past coming back to talk. People leaving or going on different paths from one and another. And there are some who have left me and waiting for me to come back. Joy, anger, excitement, nostalgia and love. These surprises have all bought up many moods and emotions like these.


Yet the yearning to return onto the same path as you flickers through the mind too many times.

The world has changed around me

I'm alive but not how I thought I'd be. Yet still alive, just like Big Bang